Hi John, been a while since we both spoke. Sorry, had to do alot with me moving from working nights to days and just getting adjusted to the whole thing (hence why I have not posted in some time). However, I did catch some bad news on your end at this post. I hope things are better if not, have faith my brother, we both know life throws some sticks into our wheels, but, we fall, pick up the bike and keep on going right?
I don’t know exactly what your going through but, just to let you know, I have survived the stress of going to war, a divorce, the death of my first best friend, seperation from my children (not anymore, we see each other alot now-no I was not in prison, just a long complex story there as well) and a bunch of little other stresses that come and go. I just do the best that I can everyday and try not to think about the negetive things in my life. It’s why I like coming up here to the boards, I relieve my stress looking at other artists work.
So, just hang in there, things WILL GET BETTER! And remember… life MUST go on!
If any thing, here is a quick little story (just trying to help you think the cup IS half full-;))… my current wife (a new and improved wife-:D…see, this story starts off great already right-:D) lost her job last year. She had been out of work for 7 months. Getting depressed of course. Found a job, the hiring manager promised her full time work etc. Well, first day she goes in and the manager tells her that the job is only part time and only three to four days a week-maybe. Well, that did not work out of course (oh ya, that manager got an ear full from me you can bet.) Anywho, here is my poor wife all depressed thinking no one wants her. I told her that the reason that job did not work out for her was cause the good Lord had something better for her and did not want her there. One week later, she was hired on at a day care. OK you say. Well, for those of you that don’t think GOD exsist, here is the punch line or moral of the story (or something like that), we have a four year old child, could not start regular school just yet, I started working in the AM, we have ONE car, and could not afford day care on my salary alone. Well, GOD gave her the job at the day care- ONE: Wife gets job, TWO: she can take our 4 year old with her to work (it’s a day care), THREE: we don’t have to pay day care as it’s one of the benefits and FOUR: her job is only five minutes walking distance from our house (she won’t need the car-for rainy days, she can just call a cab). So, hang in there John and have Faith or simply (if your not religious) have faith in yourself, something better WILL come along.
Saul (Dragon)
PS: I was going to PM this message to you, but just thought, if there is anyone else out there going through something challanging as well, hope this might help.