if that is where ya wanna go…
a suggestion…right now I don’t see the “torn self”, i see twins basically.
I would mirror one so they face same yet opposite directions and connect them so they seem to be one yet pulling away from each other in a tug of war. I would use the inner image you pointed to as part of the background but on a grander scale above and inbetween the two. Also I would make one look more “angelic” and the other more “devilish” or some such thing so that you would get the idea they are the same yet two different sides of a double headed coin.
Or something like that anyways…keep playing!!