It was a really important piece for me. From time to time an insight comes to me, it is not the most pleasant, but it’s true: “At the moment, someone will always do anything better than me”.
I tried to show my admiration, but these thoughts drove me to despondency. Despondency created impotence, a vicious circle. But at some point I realized that I had to show my feelings, and this is not always admiration. Our feelings are different, and there is no difference plus or minus, they just are. Here is tiredness, apathy, frustration, anger and much more. And I just started thinking about it. This is strange, but it gave me some power. The power to show my powerlessness…
I decided to sell this work on the Foundation. Suddenly someone needs my frustration